PRO: Get to puncture child with needle
CON: You have to go to a place
this show is incredible
trying to argue with someone over text is like being italian and having to talk with handcuffs on
NEW TRACK!!!! From the pros @DyemondLewis & @Sm_rvw #Slackas
I walk in and like damn there’s y’all roaches all over the freakin benchtop and y’all roaches in the cupboard too and now whoever I move my cranium like so I see a lil black blur in the corner of my eye and I think it one of y’all leach roaches and I’m all like “fuck y’all cocksuckers” and I’ll whack y’all with a big ass rolling pin and you’ll get pinned to the bench and die but there’s more
you know those actions which afterwards you say “i did without thinking” well I just had one of those. I was sitting on my bed with my baggy not-for-anyone-else’s-eyes-ever faded aqua briefs around my ankles and just grabbed this thick book overflowing with bits of loose colourful cardboard and started to read it
it was my baby book or well they don’t really have a formal tailored name do they I don’t think they’re that common. It was this pre-fabricated thing with lines like “my first food was ______” or “I took my first steps at age____” etc etc and my mother had dutifully filled about 70% of them in.
I know nostalgia is a very tired flogged out dead horse of a late-teen experience but man it was thick in the air tonight
I’m a little drunk too so everything is very potent and tear-inducing. I was thinking about how I usually will announce those kind of things ie. “I’m so influenced by this perception altering substance” (it’s like one of two things ever I’m not a worldly junkie) as soon as I start talking to people or writing anything just so I can deliver lots of desperate koala bear clingy compliments and then add a few random letters after every second word so the next day I can say
“ahahahah oh yeah man fuck I was so munted don’t even remember what I was saying haha roflmao”
which is awful and whichever sad fuck is reading this is welcome to pass it on to people I know so they can discuss now shameful it is when I’m not there.
I’m very tempted to start chatting about specific people and just descend into a general discussion of my relationships with said specifics but I Know that while such a discussion would make this obscenely long post worthwhile it would also render it Instantly regrettable so I’ll have to resist temptation for tonight.
reading back over this it’s not mearly as long or as thorough as I’d hoped so I’ll return to that book I was reading
wait, I just remembered why I stopped talking about it! it’s because everyone has these nostalgic pangs and it’s never genuine interest in your childhood that others express it’s just empathy, just understanding, and when they laugh at a childhood anecdote of yours theyre actually thinking of their own childhood and an equally funny story of their own.
or maybe I’m just cynical.
someone sent me snapchats with their legs conspicuously revealed like they were leggy photos and I couldn’t tell whether or not they were flirty or overtly sexual or nothing at all and I’m just so eager to construe mutual interest that I’m reading into everything too far
autism is a serious condition
So much fun tattooing this one. #tattoo #tattoos #wolf #wolfhead #jamestran #visualamor #fullcircletattoo #fullcircletattoos